Lil Nas X - VOID

Hello, old friend from the road
I wanted to write a note
To let you know that all in all
It ain't all what it seems

I feel like I've hit a low
One I've never hit before
Lately I've been feeling small as the salt in the sea

Oh, it's so much to do in so little of time
I feel like I fell a little behind
Hold up
Hold up, hold up

It seems so much out of reach
The place I want to be
Whoever thought I'd get there anyway
Hold up
Hold up, hold up

I find it hard to get
Way to hard to live
Tell me what you know
Now, before I go

Oh, Blue
I wrote for you
To say I'm gonna run away from home

Oh, Blue
I love you too
But, today I'm gonna run away from home

Oh, I weep through the night
Can't find a love who loves me the same
Or as much as you do
Hold up
Hold up, hold up

Oh, I reach out my hand, hoping that they'll see
I'm more than what everyone tells me
Hold up
Hold up, hold up

See, I'm getting tired of the way I've been living
I'd rather die than to live with these feelings
Stuck in this world where there's so much to prove
Every win gives you more room to lose
It's too many ups and downs on the ride
I spent inordinate 'mounts of time
Trapped in a lonely, loner life
Looking for love where I'm denied

I find it hard to get
Way too hard to live
Tell me what you know
Now, before I go

Oh, Blue
I wrote for you
To say I'm gonna run away from home

Oh, Blue
I love you too
But, today I'm gonna run away from home

Away from home
Ah, oh
Today I'm gonna run away
Today I'm gonna run away